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In his
1926 subscribers' edition of Seven Pillars of Wisdom,
Lawrence placed dates in page headings rather than the body
of the text. Using the linked page numbers in this table you
can see exactly where he placed each date. |
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| The Arabic nature |
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| Semitic religiosity |
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| Virtue in simplicity |
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| A god of negations |
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| Grossness of towns |
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| Abstraction |
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If
tribesman and townsman in Arabic-speaking Asia were not different races,
but just men in different social and economic stages, a family
resemblance might be expected in the working of their minds, and so it
was only reasonable that common elements should appear in the product of
all these peoples. In the very outset, at the first meeting with them,
was found a universal clearness or hardness of belief, almost
mathematical in its limitation, and repellent in its unsympathetic form.
Semites had no half-tones in their register of vision. They were a
people of primary colours, or rather of black and white, who saw the
world always in contour. They were a dogmatic people, despising doubt,
our modern crown of thorns. They did not understand our metaphysical
difficulties, our introspective questionings. They knew only truth and
untruth, belief and unbelief, without our hesitating retinue of finer
shades.
This people was black and white, not only in
vision, but by inmost furnishing: black and white not merely in clarity,
but in apposition. Their thoughts were at ease only in extremes. They
inhabited superlatives by choice. Sometimes inconsistents seemed to
possess them at once in joint sway; but they never compromised: they
pursued the logic of several incompatible opinions to absurd ends,
without perceiving the incongruity. With cool head and tranquil
judgment, imperturbably unconscious of the flight, they oscillated from
asymptote to asymptote.
They were a limited, narrow-minded people, whose
inert intellects lay fallow in incurious resignation. Their imaginations
were vivid, but not creative. There was so little Arab art in Asia that
they could almost be said to have had no art, though their classes were
liberal patrons, and had encouraged whatever talents in architecture, or
ceramics, or other handicraft their neighbours and helots displayed. Nor
did they handle great industries: they had no organizations of mind or
body. They invented no systems of philosophy, no complex mythologies.
They steered their
course between the idols of the tribe and of the cave. The least morbid
of peoples, they had accepted the gift of life unquestioningly, as
axiomatic. To them it was a thing inevitable, entailed on man, a
usufruct, beyond control. Suicide was a thing impossible, and death no
grief.
They were a people of spasms, of upheavals, of
ideas, the race of the individual genius. Their movements were the more
shocking by contrast with the quietude of every day, their great men
greater by contrast with the humanity of their mob. Their convictions
were by instinct, their activities intuitional. Their largest
manufacture was of creeds: almost they were monopolists of revealed
religions. Three of these efforts had endured among them: two of the
three had also borne export (in modified forms) to non-Semitic peoples.
Christianity, translated into the diverse spirits of Greek and Latin and
Teutonic tongues, had conquered Europe and America. Islam in various
transformations was subjecting Africa and parts of Asia. These were
Semitic successes. Their failures they kept to themselves. The fringes
of their deserts were strewn with broken faiths.
It was significant that this wrack of fallen
religions lay about the meeting of the desert and the sown. It pointed
to the generation of all these creeds. They were assertions, not
arguments; so they required a prophet to set them forth. The Arabs said
there had been forty thousand prophets: we had record of at least some
hundreds. None of them had been of the wilderness; but their lives were
after a pattern. Their birth set them in crowded places. An
unintelligible passionate yearning drove them out into the desert. There
they lived a greater or lesser time in meditation and physical
abandonment; and thence they returned with their imagined message
articulate, to preach it to their old, and now doubting, associates. The
founders of the three great creeds fulfilled this cycle: their possible
coincidence was proved a law by the parallel life-histories of the
myriad others, the unfortunate who failed, whom we might judge of no
less true profession, but for whom time and disillusion had not heaped
up dry souls ready to be set on fire. To the thinkers of the town the
impulse into Nitria had ever been irresistible, not probably that they
found God dwelling there, but that in its solitude they heard more
certainly the living word they brought with them.
The common base of all the Semitic creeds, winners
or losers, was the ever present idea of world-worthlessness. Their
profound reaction from matter led them to preach bareness, renunciation,
poverty; and the atmosphere
of this invention stifled the minds of the desert pitilessly. A first
knowledge of their sense of the purity of rarefaction was given me in
early years, when we had ridden far out over the rolling plains of North
Syria to a ruin of the Roman period which the Arabs believed was made by
a prince of the border as a desert-palace for his queen. The clay of its
building was said to have been kneaded for greater richness, not with
water, but with the precious essential oils of flowers. My guides,
sniffing the air like dogs, led me from crumbling room to room, saying,
‘This is jessamine, this violet, this rose'.
But at last Dahoum drew me: 'Come and smell the
very sweetest scent of all', and we went into the main lodging, to the
gaping window sockets of its eastern face, and there drank with open
mouths of the effortless, empty, eddyless wind of the desert, throbbing
past. That slow breath had been born somewhere beyond the distant
Euphrates and had dragged its way across many days and nights of dead
grass, to its first obstacle, the man-made walls of our broken palace.
About them it seemed to fret and linger, murmuring in baby-speech.
'This,' they told me, 'is the best: it has no taste'. My Arabs were
turning their backs on perfumes and luxuries to choose the things in
which mankind had had no share or part.
The Beduin of the desert, born and grown up in it,
had embraced with all his soul this nakedness too harsh for volunteers,
for the reason, felt but inarticulate, that there he found himself
indubitably free. He lost material ties, comforts, all superfluities and
other complications to achieve a personal liberty which haunted
starvation and death. He saw no virtue in poverty herself: he enjoyed
the little vices and luxuries - coffee, fresh water, women - which he
could still preserve. In his life he had air and winds, sun and light,
open spaces and a great emptiness. There was no human effort, no
fecundity in Nature: just the heaven above and the unspotted earth
beneath. There unconsciously he came near God. God was to him not
anthropomorphic, not tangible, not moral nor ethical, not concerned with
the world or with him, not natural: but the being
avqxlasoy,
arvglasirsoy,
amaugy, thus
qualified not by divestiture but by investiture, a comprehending Being,
the egg of all activity, with nature and matter just a glass reflecting
Him.
The Beduin could not look for God within him: he
was too sure that he was within God. He could not conceive anything
which was or was not God, Who alone was great; yet there was a
homeliness, an everyday-ness of this climatic Arab God, who was their
eating and their fighting and their
lusting, the commonest of their thoughts, their familiar resource and
companion, in a way impossible to those whose God is so wistfully veiled
from them by despair of their carnal unworthiness of Him and by the
decorum of formal worship. Arabs felt no incongruity in bringing God
into the weaknesses and appetites of their least creditable causes. He
was the most familiar of their words; and indeed we lost much eloquence
when making Him the shortest and ugliest of our monosyllables.
This creed of the desert seemed inexpressible in
words, and indeed in thought. It was easily felt as an influence, and
those who went into the desert long enough to forget its open spaces and
its emptiness were inevitably thrust upon God as the only refuge and
rhythm of being. The Bedawi might be a nominal Sunni, or a nominal
Wahabi, or anything else in the Semitic compass, and he would take it
very lightly, a little in the manner of the watchmen at Zion's gate who
drank beer and laughed in Zion because they were Zionists. Each
individual nomad had his revealed religion, not oral or traditional or
expressed, but instinctive in himself; and so we got all the Semitic
creeds with (in character and essence) a stress on the emptiness of the
world and the fullness of God; and according to the power and
opportunity of the believer was the expression of them.
The desert dweller could not take credit for his
belief. He had never been either evangelist or proselyte. He arrived at
this intense condensation of himself in God by shutting his eyes to the
world, and to all the complex possibilities latent in him which only
contact with wealth and temptations could bring forth. He attained a
sure trust and a powerful trust, but of how narrow a field! His sterile
experience robbed him of compassion and perverted his human kindness to
the image of the waste in which he hid. Accordingly he hurt himself, not
merely to be free, but to please himself. There followed a delight in
pain, a cruelty which was more to him than goods. The desert Arab found
no joy like the joy of voluntarily holding back. He found luxury in
abnegation, renunciation, self restraint. He made nakedness of the mind
as sensuous as nakedness of the body. He saved his own soul, perhaps,
and without danger, but in a hard selfishness. His desert was made a
spiritual ice-house, in which was preserved intact but unimproved for
all ages a vision of the unity of God. To it sometimes the seekers from
the outer world could escape for a season and look thence in detachment
at the nature of the generation they would convert.
This
faith of the desert was impossible in the towns. It was at once too
strange, too simple, too impalpable for export and common use. The idea,
the ground-belief of all Semitic creeds was waiting there, but it had to
be diluted to be made comprehensible to us. The scream of a bat was too
shrill for many ears: the desert spirit escaped through our coarser
texture. The prophets returned from the desert with their glimpse of
God, and through their stained medium (as through a dark glass) showed
something of the majesty and brilliance whose full vision would blind,
deafen, silence us, serve us as it had served the Beduin, setting him
uncouth, a man apart.
The disciples, in the endeavour to strip themselves
and their neighbours of all things according to the Master's word,
stumbled over human weaknesses and failed. To live, the villager or
townsman must fill himself each day with the pleasures of acquisition
and accumulation, and by rebound off circumstance become the grossest
and most material of men. The shining contempt of life which led others
into the barest asceticism drove him to despair. He squandered himself
heedlessly, as a spendthrift: ran through his inheritance of flesh in
hasty longing for the end. The Jew in the Metropole at Brighton, the
miser, the worshipper of Adonis, the lecher in the stews of Damascus
were alike signs of the Semitic capacity for enjoyment, and expressions
of the same nerve which gave us at the other pole the self-denial of the
Essenes, or the early Christians, or the first Khalifas, finding the way
to heaven fairest for the poor in spirit. The Semite hovered between
lust and self-denial.
Arabs could be swung on an idea as on a cord; for
the unpledged allegiance of their minds made them obedient servants.
None of them would escape the bond till success had come, and with it
responsibility and duty and engagements. Then the idea was gone and the
work ended - in ruins. Without a creed they could be taken to the four
corners of the world (but not to heaven) by being shown the riches of
earth and the pleasures of it; but if on the road, led in this fashion,
they met the prophet of an idea, who had nowhere to lay his head and who
depended for his food on charity or birds, then they would all leave
their wealth for his inspiration. They were incorrigibly children of the
idea, feckless and colour-blind, to whom body and spirit were for ever
and inevitably opposed. Their mind was strange and dark, full of
depressions and exaltations, lacking in rule, but with more of ardour
and more fertile in belief than any other in the world. They were a
people of starts, for whom
the abstract was the strongest motive, the process of infinite courage
and variety, and the end nothing. They were as unstable as water, and
like water would perhaps finally prevail. Since the dawn of life, in
successive waves they had been dashing themselves against the coasts of
flesh. Each wave was broken, but, like the sea, wore away ever so little
of the granite on which it failed, and some day, ages yet, might roll
unchecked over the place where the material world had been, and God
would move upon the face of those waters. One such wave (and not the
least) I raised and rolled before the breath of an idea, till it reached
its crest, and toppled over and fell at Damascus. The wash of that wave,
thrown back by the resistance of vested things, will provide the matter
of the following wave, when in fullness of time the sea shall be raised
once more.