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T. E. Lawrence to H.S. Ede
Miranshah
30.6.28.
Well,
I've moved from Karachi, and come to the most remote R.A.F. station in
India:- and the smallest. We are only 26, all told, with 5 officers,
and we sit with 700 India Scouts (half regulars) in a brick and earth
fort behind barbed wire complete with searchlights and machine guns.
Round us, a few miles off, in a ring are low bare porcelain-coloured
hills, with chipped edges and a broken bottle skyline. Afghanistan is 10
miles off. The quietness of the place is uncanny - ominous, I was nearly
saying: for the Scouts and ourselves live in different compartments of
the fort, and never meet: and so there's no noise of men: and no birds
or beasts - except a jackal concert for five minutes about 10 p.m. each
night, when the searchlights start. The India sentries flicker the beams
across the plain, hoping to make them flash in the animals' eyes. So
sometimes we see them.
We
are not allowed beyond the barbed wire, by day, or outside the fort
walls by night. So the only temptations of Miranshah are boredom and
idleness. I hope to escape the first and enjoy the second: for, between
ourselves, I did a lot of work at Karachi and am dead tired.
Here
they employ me mainly in the office. I am the only airman who can work a
typewriter, so I do D.R.Os. and correspondence: and act postman, and
pay-clerk, and bottle washer in ordinary. Normally flights do two months
here, and get relieved: but I will try and get left on. It's the station
of a dream: as though one had fallen right over the world, and had lost
one's memory of its troubles. And the quietness is so intense that I rub
my ears, wondering if I am going deaf.
You
meanwhile, broadcast, and lunch with Margot and 'see life'. Well, in
good time. If 1930 is kind to me, it will bring me back within holiday
distance of London, and by coming to see you I'll
shatter the too-favourable image of myself which your imagination has
created. Graves is really too good to me too: makes me out a wonderful
chap: and the fellows in camp sit on their beds, round mine, and read
tit-bits of their books at me, and say 'Now, who'd have thought that, if
he'd known you?' They regard my legend as a huge joke: if it wasn't
my legend, I'd do ditto.
Miss
Fry I do not remember. More people, however, know me than I know.
America? I will not go there: but they are doing a vast lot of
interesting writing there, prose and poetry. Try and see Kreymborg, and
Cummings, and Vachel Lindsay and Sherwood Anderson. They must be
interesting.
Yours
ever
T.E.S.

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